Starting over is tougher than I thought

.I';m a loving, caring, attentive person. I will give you the shirt off my back as long as I'm treated the same. I love to travel, go out for dinners. I love to shop and do some gambling. I am open, honest, romantic. I have no problem communicating with somebody. Communication is a huge part of a relationship. . .I am NOT a barbie doll, nor am I skinny! My profile clearly states what I am..I'm a firm believer in trust and withougt trust there is no relationship I have no baggage and I am financially secure..I'm not looking for any man to take care of me financially. I am not into drama.. Life is too short.. I don't sweat the small stuff.. I am a happy person and I want to enjoy life, but want to enjoy it with someone special.