I AM A SOON TO BE 51 YEAR OLD SINGLE AGAIN MAN . I AM A DEEP FELT MAN AND A DEEP THINKER , I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A ( HOOK UP , OR BOOTY CALL ) THAT IS JUST NOT ME . I HAVE BEEN ALL OVER LOOKING FOR THAT ONE IN A TRILLION CHANCE THAT I MIGHT FIND LOVE . I AM VERRY IN TUNE WITH HOW OTHERS FEEL , I AM NOT JUDGEMENTAL AND I DON'T LIKE BEING JUDGED . I AM FINE BEING ALONE ,AND HAVE NO PROBLEM GETTING OLD ALONE . IF I CAN'T FIND A WOMAN THAT WILL LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE HER , THEN I WILL GO TO MY GRAVE KNOWING I GAVE MY ALL . I HAVE ONE SMALL HANG UP , I WILL NOT DATE OR BE SEEN WITH A TOOTH PICK OF A WOMAN , I KNOW THE IDEAL WOMAN I AM SEARCHING FOR , THE WOMAN I SEE IN MY DREAMS , IS A BBW AND LONG HAIR . I SEE HER LOOKING AT ME , AND WE FEEL THAT IN ANOTHER LIFE SOMEWHERE WE LOVED EACH OTHER . I KNOW SOUNDS STUPID TO SOME , BUT THE FACT IS WHEN SHE SEE'S ME , SHE WILL KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN.