WARNING: I am working on getting a job, and my license and my own car, my parents are in a financial stump and we are not doing too well and we might have to sell my Dad's motorcycle to actually get me my second car and then I can move forward. IF you are still with me after the disappointment please listen up, I am a very sensitive guy, I cry, I get sad more than most men do and I take most things on the internet more seriously then I should. I've destroyed my life in several ways and I hate it. I've thought about suicide for a long time, I'm surprised I've not done it yet but I think God is watching over me and putting his hand on mine and my shoulder telling me that I can move forward. I'm Bi-Polar Type 1 and it has ruled my life, I can't control it and even though my Mother and my rest of my family tell me that I can, I cannot, this curse is something that a lot of people have or just some but it isn't a picnic. I'm on this site to find someone that'll be my size or whatever, someone that'll love me no matter how fat I am. I've been fat since around 17. I'm 23 now, 24 quite soon. If you are shallow enough to look passed me because I don't have my life together, then you aren't worth my time, I've really tried to get out there. I had to quit both of my jobs because of emotional breakdowns, try that out! My Facebook: facebook.com/crazysweetheart and my e-mail: firstname.lastname@example.org. Contact me if you have or want to get to know each other cause I don't have a Plat. acc.